???

What's going through my head
Can't even place one thought
Not even half way there
Lost
Struggling
Searching
For the switch

My mind won't let me rest
But rest it will have to do
Nothing's coming together today
All may as well come unglued

I hate the thought of losing
Defeat is for the weak
Can't even say I lost tonight
I never entered the game
Why
Why
Why

Even now
As I am writing
Sense I do not make
What useless tool all is to me
Constantly at a loss...