Showing posts with label Dear Diary. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dear Diary. Show all posts

February 11, 2010

Just a Little Update on Me



Sorry for the neglection faithful followers, but I have been intently slaving away at some work for my latest team. - ImFlashy

It's been a great blessing to finally be hooked up with a couple of guys who share many of the same interests as myself. From sneakers, to dope accessories, to the latest in music and fashion, and even sports, ImFlashy is your spot for all the current "it" goodies out there. As I mentioned a few days ago, due to the fact that much of my attention is being taken by that site as well as a few other projects, this page will be devoted to updating you guys on my life, period. I will more than likely throw a few items or pieces of commercial news on here from time to time, but the bulk of it will be more personal happenings from yours truly. Bare with me and continue to roll with the punches! -JSawyer

P.S.
That dude Bron is a man on a mission. Ring for the king!


February 9, 2010

Gaging Success


What is your barometer for success? Have you reached your plateau? Do we ever reach a point to where we are ultimately comfortable? I certainly hope that is never the case for myself. My wish as of late has been a consistent and persistent upward climb. When one goal is reached, another is set.

 At the age of 23, I feel that I am behind in the game. I have this sense that I should have accomplished multitudes more than I have at this point.  In the back of my head I am very aware that the key is not dwelling and focusing on that, however. Let the past stay where it belongs. Learn from it without wallowing in it.

And to answer my initial question, I think my new found system for measuring my success is by the success of those I have influenced. May the people that are put in my path be forever changed because of the God given abilities that were given to me. Creating for others to in turn create. Let it be a never ending cycle of inspiration.. -JSawyer

February 4, 2010

Public Service Announcement


This is a public service announcement. You all heard that in my spot on Jay-Z voice, right? Anyway, so my blog will be taking a more personal turn in the upcoming days due to the fact that I am now writing for two sites, with a possible third in the works. Therefore I will be committing the mainstream products and news to those few sites and only penning my personal interactions here. I will be attempting to keep it 100% JSawyer original content, whether it be my thoughts and opinions on a topic or merely my writings coming straight from my cranial crevice. Nonetheless, you will be getting ME! On top of that, I am in the process of offering my own freelance writing services to those in need. I will offer anything from personal bios to event coverage to your average run of the mill blog article. If you or anyone you may know is interested, feel free to send them my way! I appreciate the continued love and following from you guys and look forward to hearing from you at all times! -JSawyer


PS
-Be sure to check the two sites I write for, on the regular
  Accidental Sexiness
  ImFlashy

January 13, 2010

Affirmation, check!

Recognition is a funny thing. We all want it, whether admittedly or not. We yearn for it from the right people, however. Some are fully motivated merely by that of acknowledgement on the far end. And others obtain a sincere appreciation from it and use it as further motivation in their craft. Affirmation to me has not always been necessary, but when coming from the appropriate individual, I soak it up as a means to put things in perspective. Being a creative mind, with the gift of making a connection through written word, it is tough to see the light or fruits of my labor at times.

Recently, I was paid a truly inspiring compliment from one of the most influential innovators of the blogging and creative world. Marcus Troy, who in my mind runs the illest blog out there, probably did not even realize the impact his small statement would have on me. Something as small as a shoutout on twitter has given me a renewed jolt of inspiration and a firm shot in the arm of motivation. My sincerest appreciation goes out to Marcus and his kind words. Be sure to check him out daily at marcustroy.com. -JSawyer


December 25, 2009

My Take on Christmas '09

Thoughts directed to my dear family regarding Christmas 2009: 


Growing up, it's not uncommon for most children to hear from their parents in so many words or less that the older you get, the less and less you will be concerned with receiving literal, material gifts on Christmas. Now of course at the age of sixteen even, I was still stoked on the latest gadget or newest pair of kicks that jolly old saint Nick was to deliver to me on that blessed holiday. So like most parental advisings, it was somewhat shrugged off, and I would think to myself… but I love me some "stuff!" Just as usual however, the intellectuality and oh so profound wisdom flowing forth from the parental well springs of knowledge did so come to fruition. Although it did take a bit longer than maybe even I myself had suspected in the back of my head, the true essence of family and the holidays are so dear to me this year. 


Being that I have been away from most of my family for the past few years, I do cherish the short gatherings that I am blessed with, especially as sparse as they may be. I do often regret the distance that separates us all, but I am confident that with our small, tight knit family, we are as near and dear to one another's hearts as humanly possible. So as I began to ponder on this holiday season and actually having the opportunity of spending more than 36 hours with the ones I love most in this world, I felt an overwhelming sense of excitement, as well thankfulness. I now can without a doubt say that "toys" no longer serve precedent as part of my Christmas experience. My gifts, when broken down to the core, past all of the commercialization and greedy "me" mentalities are stripped down to a handful of people, most of which just so happened to share my last name. I do not essentially believe that we can ever ultimately shed all of our selfish nature, but I do believe that I am to the closest state of selflessness when it comes to my family. 


Separated by generations, and even the kids being so diverse and eclectic to each his own world, understanding is not always possible, but unconditional love and support is undeniably the backbone and key ingredient that encompasses the Sawyer family. Normalcy, in any regard but especially involving family, is never present, and I don't know about you, but I would hate it if it were! Without tests, trials, hardships, and highs and lows, we would not truly appreciate the supportive aspect of family and coming together in love when all is said and done. For without these things, there would be no "victories" in life even. 


So this holiday season, I hope all of you, just as I myself have, experienced the true, raw meaning and appreciation of family and Christmas when it has been stripped from its commercialized shell or wrapping paper if you will. Mom, Dad, Mandi, Daniel, Becca, and Papa and Nene, you are truly God's most amazing Christmas gifts that have been so intricately placed in my life, gifts that continually present themselves in a thousand different lights. My overwhelming love goes out to you all.


Merry Christmas, 


Jonathan - 12/25/2009



December 18, 2009

Dear Diary - 12/17/2009

Exhausted almost to the point of incoherent hallucinations, I better get this final post in for the day before it starts to look like this - aldfjadslfkaujowaglkvnl. Okay, now that that's out of my system. Not much for today, other than my sincerest urge to cherish the people around you. Without the slightest of warnings, they can be removed from existence and you could be left only with thoughts of "I wish I would have..." Everyone and everything is placed in our paths for a specific reason, so seize each and every opportunity and live a life of no regret... -JSawyer

December 16, 2009

Dear Diary - 12/16/2009

Today I received a subtle reminder that life is that much more enjoyable when you are able to find the "light" in everyone. Not that you will see eye to eye or even get along with all those you come across, but there can always be some sort of silver lining. Look forward to each encounter as a possible "day booster." You never know what one person can offer you and vice versa. Your outlook determines your outcome... -JSawyer

December 15, 2009

Dear Diary - 12/15/2009

Sometimes I believe I even get ahead of myself. A thorough thought process is sometimes overlooked due to the constant "hustle" mentality. Quality over quantity is something that I truly believe in and try to shape my work around. Who cares if I have thousands of articles and writings out there if 995 of them are merely subpar. I am in an intense search of a platform for my work, but that should not take any of the effort away. I will be in the world's eye view in due time. Until then, I slave for perfection. Anything less is selling myself short. -JSawyer

November 29, 2009

Where Have I Been??!!



They got me.. those pesky, persistent, maniacal, little computer termites have taken over my world! And such is why you haven't seen any fresh posts on the blog in the past week. I'm working on getting the kinks ironed out, but unfortunately it's taking a bit longer than expected. But don't you worry. I'm bout to get my exterminator on... Dun dun dun!! Stay tuned... -JSawyer

October 22, 2009

"Who Can We Look To?" (Lil Wayne Incident)

So Weezy is to do a year behind bars due to gun possession. Talented individual, I have no argument there. I am a fan of some of his work, but we should be careful who we idolize. We can respect such artists, just as that, artists. As far as human beings with a fine moral compass, that is where we have to use our better judgment. Of course, all people make mistakes, but at some point we must look to others as "heroes." I would really rather not go into this huge rant because I am a big fan of hip hop and music in general, but I did feel it necessary to make a short post about the latest news coverage. I encourage all of my readers, as well as my self, to daily evaluate those that you place on a pedestal. -JS


October 18, 2009

Ramblings

You were all of me
So that in you I see
Hopes and dreams tucked away
Better days were yesterday
But now
I release the chains...
-JS


Okay, so maybe that was a little grim and depressing. Sorry guys... How bout now??!!


September 21, 2009

Dear Diary - 9/21/09 Edition

So here's my day for all the world to seeeeeeeeeee :) haha!!
The When: Monday Afternoon, 9/21/09
The Where: Best Buy, Loser Section
The Who: Me and @lillmia18
The What: Wii Piiiiiiiing Poooooooong

Ladies first! Let's see what you got @lillmia18....

Not bad, not bad. But now it's myyyyyy turn...


Okay, so maybe I got off to a slow start... Notice the oh so manly grunt at the end haha!

So now the girl wants to talk some smack... You won't like me when I'm angryyyy ha...


Last go. Time to dominaaattttteeeee!!!


FYI. I highly recommend Wii Ping Pong, only in a proper setting of course - Public retail store, with lots of strangers on hand!!